haix wad a bad year to start with, dislocated my left elbow while trying to save a goal in a zonal competition against ACS ( I ). eventually we lost 3 - 2 to them, wad a waste. i was rushed to the hospital immediately and was given treatment asap. it was painful but i still go through. the doctor in charge told me i had to suspend my soccer life till further notice, it disheartened me greatly and i was left dumbfounded when he said tat i might never recover coz the trauma tat my left elbow suffered was too great tat even if i recover , it will not function as normal as it used to be.......i was left with nothing........lost in the battle of relationship and now lost the only goal of my life. living seems worthless to me especially if i am to lead a life without any goal in the end........i m now a wanderer tat shouldn't have exist................
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hah finally workload of heats are finally over!!!!! haha. seen something which i shouldn't hav to and quite upset over it till today....haha it is normal human reaction towards tat kind of problems mah...hehe. haix i finally woke up...wad matters now is to study hard to proceed further...i really don't wish history would repeat itself again...i really and it is confirmed to focus all in study my heart soul and sweat...i don't wan to flung exams again jus like wad she left me wif last EOY...the 2nd paper................i m dumbfounded by her reactions and really regretted wad i had done earlier especially during xams periods......................so wad if i am to remain single for now or forever...it doesn't matter.......my hearts broke long ago....and was dead now...........
study hard and hope to leave by end of January 2009.........to stansfield college
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it has been quite a few months that a new post appear on my blog....haha yup pressured by 'o' level no time for nonsense hehe..............
jus dunno wad happened there is a sudden low in mood and my life focus changed a lot for this brand new year...i learned to put a lot of things in front of wad i arranged it to be...i always put soccer in front of my life and comes BGR, however things changed especially the placing for BGR. i learnt to take things in a more serious point of view. perhaps a sudden change after someone left me during my xam period, leaving me stranding on the streets of loneliness all by myself. still i m fighting all by myself throughout all these years...fighting alone out of the streets of loneliness she left behind for me........yup carrying on with life like i never knew her jus like stranger and the lyric that wakes me up frm westlife : i tried to go on like i never knew you, i'm awake but my world is half asleep... and not forgetting wad chinese lesson taught me....to give up doesn't mean i lost everything, i might be rewarded with something some others don't after persevering...always remembering that LOVE DON'T BEGETS RETURNS.....ALL e BEST!!!!!!!
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haix feel lost today..... a couple of word frm someone which i wished not being able to hear
however since she stated it so clearly to me that what happened are past and we r still friends now. haix ya it is true we r still friends and friends forever!!!!
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haha it EOY liao
great holiday awaits us haha
now really stress wif sec 1 orientation camp plannin
headache
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we went to mac 4 our lunch
crack lots of jokes while havin lunch
very relieve tat they manage to talk nicely
really afraid tat they might fight
anyway saw her home n went off with mel n reg
will b missing her over tge weekends..........haha lol
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it is sooo funny early in the mornin coz i had my umbrella but i didn't use it
got sooo wet while going to sch wif her.............
anyway all are still worthwhile jus specially 4 her
melody n yz said they veri dissappointed wif me but it is my choice
since i had made this decision
i will not regret
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